Journal #16

It is very difficult for me to work with people probably because I am a control freak. It is very hard with me to share responsibility with other people because I am scared that they will do it wrong and I want it to be done my way. It will be even more difficult to do a group project with people that I am not even with in person. It will be difficult to get a lot of stuff, a big project with people that are not even in our school. I will have to be very patient and try to let go of my control freak ways and let people do other stuff. Hopefully the other people in my group are smart and at least have a good work ethic so that the project will get done and I will not end up doing the whole thing. I really wish we were not doing this project because I do not like group projects. Pretty much every other group project I have done I have ended up doing the whole entire thing. It is just not fun. I will have to have good communication skills with everyone in my group in order for this to work. Luckily, two of the other four people in my group are my friends. They are not in my English class because they are in regular english, but they are both people that I talk to. That will make the project a little bit easier. If I can depend on those two to get stuff done hopefully the other two in Farmington are just as hard working and they do some stuff for our project. I hope this project works out and we all get good grades on it. I will probably end up doing a lot but that is okay because I really care about my grades and I both want and need to get a good grade on this project.